{"id":1191,"date":"2022-06-19T14:26:12","date_gmt":"2022-06-19T14:26:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/uus.islam.pri.ee\/?p=1191"},"modified":"2022-06-19T14:26:12","modified_gmt":"2022-06-19T14:26:12","slug":"kull-allah-aitab","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/uus.islam.pri.ee\/?p=1191","title":{"rendered":"K\u00fcll Allah aitab!"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Minu jaoks oli esimene ramadaan selle poolest v\u00e4ga eriline, et \u00f5ppisin ka \u00f5igesti palvetama (varemalt palvetasin ainult mugavalt istudes ja lihtsalt suheldes Jumalaga).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kogu \u00f6\u00f6 ei saanud korralikult magada, olin \u00e4revil. L\u00f5puks sai kell kolm ja ma v\u00f5isin voodist \u00fcles t\u00f5usta, et midagi s\u00fc\u00fca ja pesta ja alustada oma esimese palvega. \u00dcldiselt on p\u00e4ris raske keskenduda palvusele ja samal ajal p\u00fc\u00fcda raamatust j\u00e4rge ajada, et mis n\u00fc\u00fcd teha tuleb. Seega v\u00f5ttis see k\u00f5ik mul ikka p\u00e4ris kaua aega, kuna oleks olnud v\u00e4ga kahju, kui oleksin lihtsalt liigutused ja laused l\u00e4bi lasknud, ilma neid m\u00f5tlemata ja nede t\u00e4henduse \u00fcle m\u00f5tisklemata ning ilma s\u00f5nu tunnetamata.<br>Igatahes sain siis m\u00f5ne aja p\u00e4rast uuesti magama minna. Aga und ei tahtnud \u00fcldse tulla. V\u00e4hkresin ja v\u00e4hkresin. Igatahes olin siiski mingi aeg magama j\u00e4\u00e4nud. Hommikul, nagu ikka, l\u00e4ksin t\u00f6\u00f6le.<br>K\u00f5ige rohkem kartsin seda, et ei pea paari tundigi ilma veeta vastu. Olen harjunud kogu aeg vett jooma. Keegi vist ei oska kokku arvestada, kui palju ma seda endale p\u00e4eva jooksul sisse kaanin. Aga t\u00f5esti, ei tulnud mul hetkekski n\u00e4lja tunnet ega janu. Ainus, mis hakkas vaevama oli kummaline peavalu. Kuna kannatan tihti migreenihoogude alla, siis on peavalud minu \u00fcks suurimaid hirme. Koju j\u00f5udes l\u00e4ksin voodisse puhkama ja m\u00f5tisklesin endamisi, et kui Allah n\u00e4eb mind praegu ja seda, et mu pea valutab siis ta ehk aitab. Peale seda j\u00e4in s\u00fcgavalt magama \u2013 l\u00f5puks \ud83d\ude42 \u00c4rkasin pool tundi enne&nbsp;<em>maghrib<\/em>i palvet \u00fcles, peavalu oli nagu peoga p\u00fchitud. L\u00e4ksin k\u00f6\u00f6ki s\u00fc\u00fca tegema ja ootama aega j\u00e4rgmise palveni.<br>Kui keegi kunagi peaks ka teile \u00fctlema, et olete segased, et nii end piinate ja mis selle k\u00f5ige m\u00f5te on, siis k\u00f5ige rumalam oleks ilmselt ennast sellest h\u00e4irida lasta. Kuigi jah, minul hetkeks t\u00f5mbas tuju natuke alla. Kuid kui asja \u00fcle pisut j\u00e4rele m\u00f5elda, siis iga\u00fcks teeb ikka seda mis on tema s\u00fcdame kutsumus.<br>Ilusat ramadaani k\u00f5igile!<br><br>Migro<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Minu jaoks oli esimene ramadaan selle poolest v\u00e4ga eriline, et \u00f5ppisin ka \u00f5igesti palvetama (varemalt palvetasin ainult mugavalt istudes ja lihtsalt suheldes Jumalaga). Kogu \u00f6\u00f6 ei saanud korralikult magada, olin \u00e4revil. L\u00f5puks sai kell kolm ja ma v\u00f5isin voodist \u00fcles t\u00f5usta, et midagi s\u00fc\u00fca ja pesta ja alustada oma esimese palvega. \u00dcldiselt on p\u00e4ris raske [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1191","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-minu-esimene-ramadaan"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/uus.islam.pri.ee\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1191","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/uus.islam.pri.ee\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/uus.islam.pri.ee\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/uus.islam.pri.ee\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/uus.islam.pri.ee\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1191"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/uus.islam.pri.ee\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1191\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1192,"href":"https:\/\/uus.islam.pri.ee\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1191\/revisions\/1192"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/uus.islam.pri.ee\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1191"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/uus.islam.pri.ee\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1191"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/uus.islam.pri.ee\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1191"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}